my first (and so far only) pregnancy was horrible. took so much out of me. ruined my hips. I lost half of my cervix. havoc on my body. but truth be told...I miss being pregnant so much. seeing how much my 8 month old baby girl loves little babies and other children makes me want to be pregnant again!!! honestly....I would have 20 more if I could! I knew I loved babies but actually creating them inside me is such a magical experience! ahh I really miss it!