I'm currently sitting here staring off into space waiting for my son to cry.... he is sleeping in his big boy toddler bed and I'm proud he is and he sleeps there all night but I'm still wanting my baby boy back into my arms. He is 14 months almost and I feel like he doesn't need me anymore. I hate that I work 40 hours a week and have to be away from him and have to pay someone to watch him while I'm at that work when I would love to spend with him for free :( I usually have one day off per week and I use it to play catch up on the house. I feel like I don't ever spend enough time with him or play time. I feel horrible but it's what a working mom does I suppose. Also to make matters worse for him his new born brother will be here in 3 months that I do love that we are having but yet again I feel we are taking away something from him :( my poor baby I wish I could stay home but I can't. But currently hoping he is going to need mom tonight.... 😭
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Creeped out!
A new guy at work just tickled the back of my neck! I cringed and told him "Don't ever touch me, that weirds me out!" On Monday he pulled my braid as I was grabbing parts for him, I also told him don't ever do that. Ugh. I don't feel comfortable working with him EVER! A coworker told me that when she walked past he said "what's cooking good looking". I feel he doesn't deserve to work here. I can't feel like I'm going to be harassed at work. Like who does that?? I'm so creeped ou...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
The Lord gives and he takes away...who are we to play God. I stand with my state!❤️
Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄
Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, to...
Go hold your baby as long as you need to, even if he is asleep.