Confession - I'm a recovering cocaine and meth addict. Well those 2 were my favorite substances, but I was open to dabble with anything except heroin. I'm over 6 months clean and I made a point to truly stop as soon as I found out I was pregnant. I struggled with addictions for almost 2 years prior to my pregnancy. Put myself through rehab last year at this time, then had a bad relapse last fall when my baby daddy came to be with me. We used together. Which is unfortunately another reason I'm better off staying away from him.
I'm so happy and relieved to be on a good path of sobriety for my daughter. She truly was the turning point that made me realize I had to stop.
@lyricsmommy616 yup and my baby daddy is from Florida too. isnt your baby daddy from there? lol i think i read that in an old post of yours.... florida makes horrible drug addicts named Jason i suppose lol
@justine_kim, I just noticed our baby daddies are both named Jason and have drug problems!! Ugh!! I swear I could never be with another Jason again lol too much bad energy
it's ok... I did the same thing but with ice... i was 105 lbs allllways... girl... lol i dont fit into shit now but my baby boy is healthy and i know what i put in my body goes to him so not even worth it anymore... my baby daddy is a heroin addict and i stayed clean while i watched him shoot up... It's disgusting seeing people use once you're sober.. ur in a better place now
@justine_kim, yeah I know. I miss being thin and I gotta stay strong and not turn back to the drugs to lose the weight postpartum. One of the reasons I started using Coke was for the weight loss - bad thing, I know.
yayyy good job mama! I've been 10 months clean & its great 😄 aside from the slight weight gain lol it's all fixable...
You're my inspiration! I've been clean for about five months.
You go girl! You can do anything that you really want to do! With God EVERYTHING is possible! You should be very proud of yourself and you are definitely a strong woman! Just know not to go back where you were once at!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
@justine_kim, yes!!! Lol surprised he's not the same guy! Hahah but no my ex doesn't shoot heroin so not the same dude ;-) we met when I lived in Florida. Love the state but can't go back it would be bad for my sobriety if I did.