what the hell is happening to me...
i've had anxiety for as long as i can remember, I'm used to the random attacks & i can usually feel them coming...
but lately two attacks have nearly put me in the hospital... its NEVER been this way...
my husband is going through this, he was half asleep the others night and shot out of bed and ran to the living room breathing rapidly.... scared me, woke up baby too. I asked him what set off his panic attack and he told me "death". I didn't push it any further and just hugged him. he had a milder one today before dinner too.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
How is your mood when you're not anxious ? I'm almost 9months pp and I just got diagnosed with postpartum depression