snapchat 👻 : vanessa_amorr
eighteen years old. ⏳
metalhead 💅 horror 🔪 i ♡ ink 💉 !
mommy @ seventeen w/ my seventh grade love 💏👪
early graduate | class of 2O15 🎓🎊
e n g a g e d 💍
i n l o v e 😍
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oct. 29th, 2O15 | 6lbs 3ozs | 2O in. |
5:43 p.m. | premature |
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i'm Vanessa Amor ♒💁
stay at home mom while my hunny is working construction 🔧🔨|
bob marley fanatic 🎶❤💛💚|
working on a family of s i x b a b i e s 👶|
baby girl's name is October Alessa 🎀🎃|
no judgment here 🙅 |
just a mommy doing what's bes...

just because your pregnancy went a certain way, DOES NOT MEAN EVERY PREGNANCY GOES THE SAME EFFING WAY! so don't give other mommas attitude because they're experiencing different shit than you did!

really wishing i could go to the cinco de mayo festival but babe never wants to do anything let alone get out of the damn house. everyone is going except us, even tho he knows how much i love to dance & i NEED to get out of the house... buuuuut whatever. its cool. 😐😐😐

am i the only one that thinks its fucking STUPID TO BROADCAST YOUR DRUG USE WHILE YOU HAVE A BABY?!
i have nothing against marijuana & i think it should be legalized across the nation but as MEDICINE. i see dumbass girls begging for a blunt & loud & posting all over snapchat/facebook that they smoke & pop pills & eat shrooms but five seconds later posting their child?
i know girls that have had their babies taken away from them for leaving them at home to go to parties. i mean HONESTLY. WTF IS W...

officially traumatized by postpartum shedding. the second i see a strand of hair out of place i freak tf out & automatically relieved to see its still attached to my head lmao.

trying to get some sleep because i promised my fiancé coffee every morning & to wake him up for work. this shouldn't be hard as long as i sleep.
wtf is sleep (':

i have awful vision, or "baby vision" as my fiancé calls it, because i can only see maybe a foot away & everything else is blurry. i broke my glasses & now i can't even freakin clean right. i have migraines 24/7 because i'm struggling to see.
anyone with medicaid get their eyes checked? does it cover just glasses or can i also get contacts?

October nearly wripped out my damn gauge & my hair just now. 😐😐😐😐

i don't know what to do...
stay at home with October, or go to work & leave her with my sister in law.
I'm so damn attached... i hate being torn between the woman my mom raised me to be & the mother i want to be for my daughter...

the smell of food makes me nauseous, but i'm always hungry, & all of my stretch marks are itching.
joyyyyyy...! 😒

so my mom found the condom balloon my fiancé & i made when we lived with her & all she had to say was "i think you guys forgot how to use condoms!!!"
all i could say was we were bored... & we were... we didn't even feel like having sex, so we made a balloon & smacked each other with it... 😂😂😂