I need to vent... I don't understand how people are still so ignorant enough to post a pregnancy announcement as an april fools joke. Ive been a mess all day. Not only that but i got my first positive OPK in 4 months and we cant try because of how recent my miscarriage was. Im so frustrated. I hate feeling broken. I hate that people don't take it seriously. I hate that my body doesn't do what is was designed to do. I hate when people tell me im young and i have time. I hate when i try to talk to my "friends" and they tell me "you don't want a kid now! You and Zac are young enjoy eachother" no! I want to enjoy a family with the man i love. I hate that i hold all these emotions inside until i cant take it any more!