gonna go see Xayden here in a little bit and give off like 4 oz. of breast milk I've pumped since about midnight last…
gonna go see Xayden here in a little bit and give off like 4 oz. of breast milk I've pumped since about midnight last night. gettinf discharged here around lunch time too probably... and it's gonna be so hard to leave my little man here while I'm not staying. I think I may cry over it most of the ride home. I'll continue to keep y'all updated on him and how he's doing.
seems like a lot but I prayed for 3 hours last night just hoping I'd walk into that NICU today and they said he was all better and I could take him home with me. but.. I know it's unlikely bc of how bad the meconium build up in his lungs are.
I just wanna be able to hold my baby.. and for him to come home with me. like I said I think it's gonna kill me to come home empty handed without my son
Christina Butler·
its gonna get better i promise i had to leave my twins in the nicu for a month and yes i cried like a baby when i got discharged but it only made me a stonger mother and i was up there with them almost everyday even though i was in pain from my csection