up with a lot on my mind friday I'm having my baby n yet I'm not really excited I'm more stressed n for sum reason it jus really hit me that my life bout to change major sad thing is I have no help again I hate my ex I swear... this was supposed to b exciting its been depressing like shit...smh 😢 like he really puts the young bitch he cheated on me with before everything including his unborn smdh... its ok tho