It's 4am and I'm wide awake and just over thinking everything possible and feeling really sorry for myself. 😅 I can't have a baby?! This is insane!! I'm gonna get induced on April 1st, and then I have to get surgery on the 5th. My husband is deployed so I have to do it all alone. My husband won't even be home until July. I know it's not his fault. But I can't help being angry about it anyway 😭💔 I'm tired of having to be strong. #armywife