so...I've come to the conclusion that I am very broken...i get called bitter all the time now and you know what i might just be that..from being in an abusive relationship..to meeting someone thinking you was going to raise your child together and if not at least he would be there...getting lied to..cheated on...from here on out everything any man says to me is a LIE... every guy from here on out is going to have such a hard time getting my heart... and its not even on purpose.. I'm just tired..physically..emotionally...I'm tired of crying..I'm tired of wondering if its me..if I'm the problem... tired of asking why no one loves me..I'm sure some GREAT guy will possibly come "sweep" me off my feet one day but I honestly do not see that day coming.. all I see is more pain..more hurt

.more heartache...I'm tired of crying everyday looking at my child..I just need a break from my emotions before I go fuckin insane..my baby is my main source of serenity right now..but something's gotta give..🙀🙀

-Diary of a Mad Black Woman