so...I've come to the conclusion that I am very broken...i get called bitter all the time now and you know what i might just be that..from being in an abusive relationship..to meeting someone thinking you was going to raise your child together and if not at least he would be there...getting lied to..cheated on...from here on out everything any man says to me is a LIE... every guy from here on out is going to have such a hard time getting my heart... and its not even on purpose.. I'm just tired..physically..emotionally...I'm tired of crying..I'm tired of wondering if its me..if I'm the problem... tired of asking why no one loves me..I'm sure some GREAT guy will possibly come "sweep" me off my feet one day but I honestly do not see that day coming.. all I see is more pain..more hurt
.more heartache...I'm tired of crying everyday looking at my child..I just need a break from my emotions before I go fuckin insane..my baby is my main source of serenity right now..but something's gotta give..🙀🙀
-Diary of a Mad Black Woman
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I could have written this myself. It's amazing how strong women are. We go through so much hell, yet we keep pushing, raising these innocent babies, AND keep hope alive. Just remember, the love of Jesus is the only love you really NEED. Everything Everything else will come when the time is right. Now it's time to focus on giving your baby all the love she deserves.
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Me and my princess first time getting epidural and I’m numb from legs is this normal i can’t walk good yet
My doctor said he would induce my labor at 38 weeks, if my baby girl still had growth issues and if the percentile dropped to 10 or less. Last thursday, it was 10 percentile, and he said if she didn't come on her own by 38 weeks, he would induce labor at that time. I'm 36 weeks 1 day today, he said my cervix was super thin, and 1cm dilated. Is there a possibility this can change... that my doctor will let her just come on her own? I don't want to be induced, i would much rather her come on her ...
Today just may be my lucky day you guys let me hurry up with this baby sprinkle and get to that hospital they coming they coming I'm dying I think it's real this time frfr my pelvic bone feels like it's having contractions
Amen.. 🙏🙌 @queeneden