I'm just deleting everything. All my accounts. Done.

Deleting everything on my Instagram and starting over. I have over 1500 posts, but I don't want to close my page and start a new one. This is going to take a while.

God is amazing and incredibly real.

Both phones on airplane mode until further notice. I don't want to talk to people. 😑

95% of my life never makes it to social media.

In about 90% of my dreams, I can feel the spirit of a man who loves me, protects me, cherishes me, believes in me, leads me, nurtures me, accepts me, welcomes me, and adores me. Sometimes I can see him, other times I can simply feel his energy and I know he's there. And they wonder why I love my sleep...

I started replaying my labor in my head today. The feelings came back and everything. My labor was so peaceful. My delivery was anything but. My body started pushing for me. I lost all control. My midwife was telling me to slow down so I didn't tear, but I couldn't stop it. I couldn't do anything but let it happen. About 3 of those moments later, my baby was out. My water hadn't broken until her head emerged and even then, my midwife had to break it herself. Which means my baby didn't get the fl...

In 2015 I had a baby, had my first surgery, and almost died, twice. Amazing year I must say.

Zemora Joy Ujima
9/6/15 11:51am
7lbs 3oz 19.5 in.
😻😍😍😍

Early Sunday morning she woke me up ready to make her appearance. She's perfect. Born at 11:51am weighing 7lbs 3oz... I had my home birth and it was absolutely perfect. I'm overwhelmed with positive vibes. 😍