woke up with belly cramps and the need to pee. and now I can't get back sleep. so here I lay in bed watching Grey's with my love (boyfriend\bd) sleeping away next to me. and I can't help but stare at him and just be amazed with how amazing of a partner/father he truly is to me and the kids. and how irrevocably in love I am with him. he is my everything!!!!

gushy hormonal sappy rant over. ((: