We're home finally! Tonight is Johns first night in his crib and in his room. I'm extremely worried about him being in their alone, but I know God is watching over him. My mind is also at ease because he's hooked up to his apnea monitor so if he stops breathing for more than 20 seconds, if his heart rate drops to low or is to fast the machine will scream and alert me. I also have his baby monitor next to his crib and beauty and the beast playing on my old (now his) cd player since he loves sleeping to music. Sweet dreams my sweet baby boy 💙.