I probably should not watch birthing videos lol. I'm so nervous thinking about it... my time is near lol.

@metalmomma, jajaja pray that you get a chance to get it some women don't get on time and they are to ahead lol on my first birth the medication kind of faded :( it was so hard to get him out so epidural is on my top list now

@adrienneface, I've only seen ones that look super painful lol. only one looked amazing. I had tears in my eyes and everything. she was so happy and they looked so in love. just amazing. ❤

I am obsessed with watching birth videos lol it scares the crap out of me but also makes me feel better about it lol some women make it look so easy!!

@selene_drt, lmao! I don't think I would be able to handle it without an epidural. I already know I'm getting it. my mom wants me to do it all natural but she is trippin haha.

@metalmomma, aajajajaja I went in wanting it all natural but I couldn't open at all it took me forever the medicine to enduce was stronger and stronger and I had the epidural lol we became best friends ajajajaj😂😂😂😂😂

they are scary! hopefully the epidural makes me not care haha! it could be any day now... I am so freaking nervous! I don't know if I can stretch that far! I'm hoping he just slides out but knowing my luck it will take forever for him to get out of me haha. my friend told me to have my husband lube me up before the baby comes haha! @aidensmommy @selene_drt

i played one for my husband and he was speechless, Iol they are kind of scary

lol omg! I was watching birthing videos on YouTube the other night and I saw the head coming out. it scared me. i cried lol.