after I had my baby, I had postpartum depression for about 3 months really bad... it went away, my son's 8 months I'm 13 weeks and I think it's coming back. I don't want to be around him by myself (his daddy works nights so that's a tough one) and when he cries, I just tell his dad to go handle it because I just can't. sometimes I just lay in bed and cry ! I want to be a good mommy, I want him to have a good mommy, I want my second baby to have a good mommy. I don't know what's wrong with me. my...