I'm 27, libra baby!
October 20th. 😊
Pregnant with my first baby. 02/24/16 💕💕
It will be my husbands 2nd baby.
I am a step mommy to a beautiful 7 year old girl. :)
Married. 10/31/13 ❤
Been together for almost 6. :)
We also have two fur babies, Icarus and Raven.
We will find out the gender on October 13th!!!
Hoping for a baby boy! 👣🍼🚼

And we're having our boy!!!💙♂💙♂💙♂
-Gaetan Blaise Mann-

I have a lot to update lol.
Too much has happened since I was on here last.
My husband and I are currently ...

I have no way to get to a doctor. Im pretty sure I have a UTI. The past week I've been having to pee way more, I thought I was pregnant at first then it started burning when I peed. Last night was horrible but I took a warm bath and it was so much better. I told my boyfriend not to worry about taking me to the doctor today cause I could probably wait till tomorrow when I don't have my son. Now it's in my kidneys. It's horrible! What can I do to help this pain till I can go to the doctor?? I can'...

I can't be pregnant again. 😰 I have been on the depo shot! Fuuuuuck. 😣

This kid will not stay asleep... I have put him down 4 times and now he is up again screaming. We usually never have this problem. I don't know why he is acting like this tonight... I am at my breaking point. Out of all days, he chose tonight. I'm exhausted...

So last night, I went out side to smoke a cig (yes I'm smoking again, going through a lot of shit at the moment) anyway... My little Blaise was on his right side when I left and when I came back in he was on his left. I was like, did you REALLY just roll over by yourself??? He'll be a month old tomorrow! How exciting is that? I told my husband about it and he said yeah, he did that last night for me just didn't say anything cause he thought he's done it before.... men. *rolls eyes* lol.

When do things get better? It seems like the only thing good in my life is my son. Everything else is crashing down around me. My family is even burning bridges...

Cant even tell if I'm having postpartum depression cause I'm going through so much as it is and already have depression.... I thought I was happy... what happened... guess if he left his first kid he would leave this one too... at least he is still seeing him but thanks for leaving all the work up to me and only getting him one day out of the week... if that... I thought I would have my happy ending with my perfect little family, guess not...

TMI but is it normal to feel stitches in my vagina three weeks after birth? I was feeling around and some came out... like I said TMI lol.

My baby boy is so gassy. what should I do? I've been using mylicon but it's not getting the job done... what else can I do? I feel so bad for him!

So I always thought me and my husbands relationship was something that couldn't be touched but he just told me today that he wants a divorce. Because I haven't been helping out for the past 6 years which I get but I just had a baby not even two weeks ago. I can't believe he just through this shit on me. I know I don't have a job right now but at least give me a minute with my son! Well, he left and took all his shit. His friends are pissed he's pulling this shit... I don't even know what to thin...

I'm producing more milk out of my left breast than my right one... I don't know what to do to help that but my right boob is killing me!!! I pump for the same amount of time and get less than half from the right than I do from the left... 😩