I hate how this pregnancy has been. things are so damn stressful right now I can hardly stand it. my whole pregnancy has been a stress filled time. I love my daughter but what the fuck? why right now? this is just absolutely horrible timing!! we moved to an area we hoped would be better for us at my parents house no less we find out I'm pregnant, then we're separated because my husband who was my bf before the pregnancy so we were planning a wedding too. he had to leave me with my mom and dad so he could get some under the table side work. that had to end due to his uncle(its complicated, don't ask) then we both have to move he's already at the place we need to be so being almost five months I greyhound it from Yakima valley area to Renton which we had no idea if we would be homeless we had to leave our car with my mom and dad and all our stuff that couldn't fit in a suitcase which is a lot of stuff we left in our car so we have no vehicle where we're going because we couldn't legally get the car to Renton, then we struck luck and got ourselves a roommate and my Hubby's dad handed his apartment over to us so we had a safe place to land which we've lived there before and came back to in the end. not even a week after being there my husband and I get pulled over after getting my wic food about a block from home in his dad's car. my husband and I had gotten a ticket back in march 2015 that we've been paying on but we did not know that if we didn't appear to court, which we wrote kittitas county (county of ellebsburg area) a letter stating why we couldn't make it out there (our car broke down forty mins from home and we were broke) and they sent a paper back so we assumed it was in response to our letter but regardless of what we thought there was a warrant out for his arrest so...he got arrested you can imagine how I reacted..he also had an interview the morning so I'm trying to bail him out which I succeed, go Stephanie! he gets to the interview but they never call back. later he gets another interview from Fred Meyer they never call back either, he gets with a temp agency they start calling him daily to go work for a furniture company right in the middle of that our roommate gets arrested!!!! which our roommate is a total ass. he's rude, controlling, greedy, narcissistic, selfish and incredibly lazy and neglectful with his son who because of his attitude we end up baby sitting all the time! he never cleans, cooks, does anything for that matter and he was paying his half of the rent which we can't even pay our half right now since we're so broke. we juat now got on tanf and they increased our food stamps too but its still not enough to pay rent, electric, phones, child support for his two kids and when the baby gets here pay for what she needs. so now I have to go without my husband to go get our car and ride with his youngest son's mom for three hours at 31 weeks pregnant juat so my husband can have a better chance of getting work. I'm at my fucking wits end!!!!!!