I'm so upset. After three days home with my little angel we had her first pediatrician appointment where he noticed some yellowing and sent us to the ER for a check of her bilirubin levels it went from a 8 at birth to a 15 so we were admitted and she has been under these lights. Its so upsetting to not be able to hold and cuddle her while she's fussy I just have to try to talk to her.....on top of it all she won't latch on so she's screaming with hunger and I only have 15 min increments to try t...