so idk how I'm supposed to go to school like DSHS is asking when I have a month old baby and a husband who has a job 11-7pm I'll never get a break...idk how I'm going to go to counseling too like I'm supposed to unless I take night classes at school which means I have to go to school, come home and take care of Scarlett while hubby sleeps. I think I'm way in over my head.

my little girl won't stop crying I've tried everything!!

my life is falling apart...I don't even know who I am anymore.

I don't think I'm a good mom at all. I'm actually really terrible in my opinion. I yell and swear in front of my newborn telling her things like "shut up" oh my fucking god stop crying. I just can't handle it I get so fucking mad idk why I can't control myself. I'm only four weeks in but damn I miss my old life

my baby girl born April 2nd at 3:23 in the morning. 6lbs 3oz 19 inches. she's very small. she fits preemie clothes everything else is too big. i had her at 38 weeks and a day. early labor was two days active was 8 hours pushing was only 21 mins. I'm a first time mom. they had to break my water, use the vacuum and have me deliver on my side since her heartbeat kept dropping she also had a bowl moment inside the womb. I'm such a proud mommy of such a strong, beautiful little girl. she dealt with e...

is anyone else not that terrified of labor/delivery? ftm? for some reason I'm not afraid anymore. last night kind of took me on a test drive because I didn't panic when I was contracting and when hubby and I thought my water broke I wasn't scared just in disbelief a little. anyone else have similar feelings?

something I didn't know was that you would contract like crazy towards the end but not be in labor!!! I'm so frustrated by this!! I had a contraction last night that took my breath away! I had a kidney infection and it was as painful as the kidney infection I had a few weeks ago. this sucks ass!! I hate surprises and I also hate having contractions that aren't real but hurt like a bitch

need some advice. am I in early labor if I'm contracting and it shows on the monitors?

went to the hospital because I thought my water had broken earlier today. false alarm thank God because I'm not quite ready yet however according to the monitor I had a few contractions while I was there. they told me to drink water and try and get them to ease up so I'm not so uncomfortable

I'm due any day now and I want to help the process along I don't really care how early or whatever I am cuz I'm 38 weeks tomorrow and my daughter is measuring a week ahead. I'm fearful of induction and caesarean so I want to do things that will help her along so at the very least I'm not late. any ideas?