You are on a fertility adventure. It will teach you many lessons & make you stronger in the end if you let yourself grieve every lost cycle. I took a break from ttc so I could grieve. I waited until i was 100% excited about getting pregnant ( i got a lot of therapy & life coaching to help me get to that point). I saw a reproductive endocrinologist & narrowed down the many factors contributing to the infertility. Science and data really helps. It's really important to rest fully until you feel like doing something fun for your self. I recommend Leonie Dawson's 2016 shining year work book to let go of the past & brain storm the year ahead. It gave me so much joy through the darkest times. Sharing your story with people you feel safe with also helped me. I think sharing our wisdom is why we are here.

going on almost 10 months ttc. ive gotten my hopes up over an evap line once and the rest have been negative tests month after month. it sucks.

then you get tired of trying. man I hate it

Im on this boat as well I only have 5months trying and I'm hoping this is the month but it's so devastating going month after month with no positive result it breaks us down

I do track. the tracker I used has always told me two different weeks a month so I just do it every day on both the weeks. it's so hard

it took me over 9 months to get pregnant. i was starting to get depressed too. and as soon as i was going to go to the doctors to check why i wasnt getting pregnant i ended up pregnant. if you are really eager to know make a doctors appointment to check. normally its just some people dont ovulatr every month . look up signs for ovulation and track your period and ovulation dates.