I'm sorry guys for all the photos but I am so proud to introduce you to my baby boy. I have only been on this site for a few hours and I have already gotten some wonderful support and was able to give someone else in a similar situation to myself support and some advice for her baby girl that I had to learn with my son the hard way. I have worked 95% of my sons life. His dad messed up his back really bad and couldn't even pick up our 5 lbs baby let alone go work on a boat. When my son took his first steps I was at work. Both of his aunts (my fiancées sisters), my soon to be mother in law ( his mom) and my soon to be brother in law all got to see him walk and I got a video. Don't get me wrong in so greatfull that they even thought to record it for me but when I got home and seen the video I went to my room and bawled like a little baby because I missed my sons first steps. At first when he was 2 to 3 months old I was so scared he was going to forget me or not want anything to do with me because I was never around but now that he's older he cry's when I leave, he greets me at the door, he talks to me on the phone while I take my lunch brake at work and blows me kisses. I promised myself and lj ( even though he may not remember when the time comes) that the first day he starts school or daycare (whichever I decide to kick start him in a school environment) that I would take off work that day and be there for him. If I do decide to it him in daycare it is go g to be so hard to watch him stay there and hear him cry when I leave. I can't even see him cry when I leave him with his aunt or his grandmother. It just breaks my heart. Thank you all for taking the time to listen to me ramble and welcoming in to this group. I have made some new momma friends... Any mommies living in leonardtown, mechanicsville, avenue, bushwood, clements, chaptico, or charlotte hall Maryland with babies 2-5 (even 1 and walking) message me and we can set a play date for our babies and us mommies can have a little mommy time while our kiddos play and make friends. Lj only has 2 other babies his age ( one who is his cousin he lives with) to play with... Thank you ladies 😀 I am 💯 real and looking for some people to make friends with. For myself and my baby boy.. (his cousin is in the left in the red and lj is on the right in the blue. They are about 2 months apart lj being older)