Tonight was such a rough night. I don't understand my emotions one bit. I cried for a bit today because my child's…
Tonight was such a rough night. I don't understand my emotions one bit. I cried for a bit today because my child's father made me feel so ugly. I left this man because I couldn't take his roaming eyes and flirtatious ways. Of course he made it his business to try to make a mends, and won't tell anyone I left, but I can't for the life of my understand why he still makes me feel bad. It hurts me when I see him pay tons of attention to a woman who not only shares a lot of interest and knowledge with him, but is also one of those women that has the body and beautiful face of a porn star, which keeps him glued. Meanwhile, I'm here fat, pregnant, with a swollen face and ruined skin because of dark scars from breaking out. Just ugly and unattractive. He makes it his business to be in my life and is extremely excited about our daughter, but my heart just breaks when ever I look in the mirror at myself, and then turn around and see him thirsting over a woman who clearly seems to be his total package.
I hate feeling like I'll never be beautiful again.
***pathetic rant over***
Tahtahme·
В ожидании первенца
I am so willing to bet that you are being a lot harder on yourself than anyone else would be ! I find you gorgeous! Your face is beautiful! Not to mention, its hard to feel beautiful when we are this big because we have been trained that any larger size (even when pregnant) isn't beautiful... Your wonderful, and if you ever decide to change yourself don't let it be about him, his preferences, what he thinks he wants, or to compete with another woman. You are a queen...as they say "a queen without a king is still a queen"! You are excellent as you, you are nor in competition, and him making you feel that way is horrid. Learn to release him...if you are what he wants, he will realize, but do not waste your time waiting for him to decide or quit playing! Much love 💜💜💜
missing230user·
girl listen. you focused on the wrong thing. not to be harsh, but fuck him. LOOK GOOD FOR YOURSELF. turn heads with your pregnancy. make an effort to be flawless & confident in your own skin bc that confidence is NOT something a man or anyone else will give you. & if you keep looking for that reassurance outside of yourself, you'll never get it.
mommyandme01-19·
Мама сына (5 лет), беременна (38 нед.)
Just think in 10 to 11 weeks you'll be back. Don't let anyone make you feel like that. I personally felt that way in the beginning but now with less than 2 weeks to go he knows that I'm about to be that person he once met and it's funny to see him try and be all about me now for the simple fact they know that you are about to bounce right back. Keep your confidence up and know this will all be over soon! @dymond