just had my son now to long. 1 week and 4 days. I'm having postpartum depression. I would cry at night. I will be tired, but can't sleep. I want my husband to help me babysit at night, but he work. I would cry just by looking at my parent's picture. I miss them very much. Is like I want to be with them so they could help me with my son. This is my first child. I'm already feeling lonely or lost.