It seems like since I hit the 20 week mark this pregnancy is just flying by!! I want My baby here with Me but I'll also be sad that I'm not pregnant anymore!!😘😍💜🍼👶⚾🏈😀😢
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say... Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
shannaa24·
just think you can always have another baby
Makahla·
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Yeah I know, but it still won't be the same as your very first pregnancy lol
Makahla·
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@shannaa24,
shannaa24·
@carsonsmommy2016, no its never the same. but... you definitely know alot more when your pregnant the second time around. I had my son 4 years ago. that was very new to me. I'm now pregnant with twins, and again its very new to me:). every pregnancy is different and new. I know after having my son, I missed being pregnant so much. I missed the kicks. I hated that I had to go back to work @ 6 weeks. I just wanted to be with him. he wasn't in my stomach anymore, so I felt kind of broken without him. but after awhile, you get in the groove and start feeling better. better about yourself and body as well. I'm happy I waited till my son is 4. because he's gotten so much attention, and he's so much more mature now. he understands alot more. he's very excited to be a big brother. after 4 years before getting pregnant again, I still remember how it feels to be pregnant, how it felt when the baby kicks and the waves you get in your belly. this time it's twins so it'll be very new once I start feeling their hard kicks.
Makahla·
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Aw!(: and yeah you are right, I will miss the kicks and I will know a lot more the second time around! @shannaa24