We are finally home after a long 6 days in the hospital 😥 but I'm so glad to be home with my oldest son and hubby and of course baby Jaxs! I am so freaking tired!! I only got about 7 hours of sleep during them 6 days. I catch myself passing out all the time. Hubby tries to help as much as possible so I can sleep but it's kind of hard exp when I'm breastfeeding. I can't wait to get a stash built up so I can actually sleep and let hubby feed him or better yet I wish Jaxson would learn how to just take the boob. He does take the boob but I have to use a shield for now cause while in the hospital they made me give him a bottle and this is the exact reason I didn't want to give him a bottle!! Grr! Anyway I'm so determined on BF I will not give up on it. I know it'll just get better from here... And everytime I pump more I get so excited and it makes me wanna keep going! Last time I pumped I got a full 2.5oz!! 💪🏼😊😀😃 at first I didn't think I'd produce enough but now I can tell it just keeps coming in more and more as long as I keep up with my schedule we'll be okay! Plus I always offer the breast before pumping and here the past two days he's been taking to it (with shield) but I have to pull some milk up in a syringe and squirt some in his mouth to tease him to get him to latch. But once he's on he's on and goes to town! lol I love it. I'm so wore out and sleep deprived but it's all worth it in the end. Well I'm going to go back to bed since I got lil man down. Just wanted to give u all an update. I'll post my labor sorry later...