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Amanda Robertson
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We are finally home after a long 6 days in the hospital 😥 but I'm so glad to be home with my oldest son and hubby and of…

We are finally home after a long 6 days in the hospital 😥 but I'm so glad to be home with my oldest son and hubby and of course baby Jaxs! I am so freaking tired!! I only got about 7 hours of sleep during them 6 days. I catch myself passing out all the time. Hubby tries to help as much as possible so I can sleep but it's kind of hard exp when I'm breastfeeding. I can't wait to get a stash built up so I can actually sleep and let hubby feed him or better yet I wish Jaxson would learn how to just take the boob. He does take the boob but I have to use a shield for now cause while in the hospital they made me give him a bottle and this is the exact reason I didn't want to give him a bottle!! Grr! Anyway I'm so determined on BF I will not give up on it. I know it'll just get better from here... And everytime I pump more I get so excited and it makes me wanna keep going! Last time I pumped I got a full 2.5oz!! 💪🏼😊😀😃 at first I didn't think I'd produce enough but now I can tell it just keeps coming in more and more as long as I keep up with my schedule we'll be okay! Plus I always offer the breast before pumping and here the past two days he's been taking to it (with shield) but I have to pull some milk up in a syringe and squirt some in his mouth to tease him to get him to latch. But once he's on he's on and goes to town! lol I love it. I'm so wore out and sleep deprived but it's all worth it in the end. Well I'm going to go back to bed since I got lil man down. Just wanted to give u all an update. I'll post my labor sorry later...

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄 Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, tonight he asked for $20 incase his boss didn't give it to him. So I gave him my card not even thinking because I had kids running around me. I asked if he could pick up a few things that were out of and told him he could use my card if he has too. And I even told him not to get the expensive brands or anything m generic is fine. So he does. But when he does he decides to go Easter shopping for the kids. (Not sure if he used to my card or not) but if he did, I'd be even more pissed. He knows I have bills to pay on top of giving my son's school money that I owe them. He goes to a private school and I haven't paid in 5 months. It's towards the end of school now so I need to pay it. He knows this month I am extremely tight because of the school, im already in debt and my credit score sucks. I have been trying not to get in more debt and actually fix my credit. I'm so frustrated. It's like we have different priorities and different ideas on this. I feel like I'm completely drowning!!

I give up. I'm done trying get him to follow thru with anything. he says well have a good night tonight and he's…

I give up. I'm done trying get him to follow thru with anything. he says well have a good night tonight and he's sleeping. he's been sleeping since 6. he always wants foot rubs and back rubs, and I stay up till 2AM doing his laundry, I wake up early to make his lunch and coffee. And I even wake him up to feed him so he doesn't go to bed hungry, I make sure he has everything for work, and I pretty much do everything. he spent his entire paycheck last week and I gave him the only 50$ I had to my name so he could make it to work till he gets paid again. did I get a thank you for any of those? no. I get him sleeping all day every second he's off work, and being an asshole to me when I miss something.