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I am not ready to give birth I feel so unprepared 😩

I felt exactly that before he came along. In fact, the day we came home nothing for him was set up; no bassinet, playpen, nada. We weren't at all ready, as he came 6 days early and I was still working on getting more items to have everything organized. Not gonna lie, the first couple of days was chaotic but looking back now none of that stuff mattered. It's never going to be perfect. In regards to emotionally, well, I was definitely missing the care of the hospital but it gets easier. This is coming from a woman who thought she had 0 maternal instincts. Sorry for the long spiel. 😁

Franchesca29.11.2015

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Girl don't worry about it today I realized his crib doesn't fit in the room I am renting out and im going to be coming home to no one at least you had help im like drowning in the stress and need at least one more month to prepare 😩 @littlelemon

I will be 41 :/

Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20…

Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

Things I never thought I'd say...

Things I never thought I'd say... Until I became a mom:

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?