*Giant non pregnancy related rant* I think i've completely given up on my oh. He is never home..when he is he doesn't do anything to help me. At night sometimes i have to call my mum if i need help with anything because i call him 50 times while hes sleeping and he just ignores me. This weekend his sister came from london to meet kendrick and we were at his mums..he brought me home and went back saying he was just going to take something for his mum and would be right back. 2 hours later i called him because i was feeling super unwell and the baby wouldn't stop crying and he said ok im coming...1 hour after that i call him again and he says he didnt come because he says knew i was lying ?! and just wanted him to come home. When i called him again just now he was half asleep and saying he isnt coming home because i pissed him off. For asking for help ?! I ended up having to wake my mum up (when she has work at 7am) for her to help me settle kendrick because i just couldnt. How can a person im suposed to love make me regret the thing i wanted the most ever in my life ? I regret the family im giving him sometimes 😢 im so exhausted from not sleeping and having to take care of an ill baby and al i get from him is shit. I complained about him not helping and he said well who pays for all his stuff ... for him money solves everything which is the way he was brought up to be honest. Sorry for the long post but i needed to get it out 😢 20 to 5 and im wide awake balling my eyes out trying not to throw all his shit in the streets.