Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I am so upset right now!! My ob Dr said that since I didn't show up on the 16th of Feb I can't be seen n I didn't even have an appointment on the 4th. I said how dare u call me a liar! Ur answering service lady told me he was closed because of the snow. She said no we was open. So now I'm done with Dr's. I don't even kno what to do!! I'm so upset.😭😭😭😭

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

I am so stressed right now!!!

My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me.

I feel like I should not see any at this point.

soooo my induction date is Feb 9th!! BUT he was like keep an open mind because my cervix is still hard. 😕 so basically they will try but if cervix doesn't wanna soften then he said they may send me home a couple days && try again .. so it just worries me.. he did say walking really helps && sex ...but I am hard as a rock && my cervix is closed shut 😕