Feeling really overwhelmed tonight. It's my first night back with Genevieve after staying in the hospital for four days of recovery from the c-section. Sammy works third shift and has to leave in about an hour, so he's been sleeping since we got home around 2:00 this afternoon. I'm scared that I can't handle this first night on my own. The nurses at the hospital were so wonderful to me and helped more than I thought they could. I keep getting close to crying and trying to stop myself because I'm holding her, but now I just can't help it - the tears are flowing, and I hardly even understand why 😩😩😩 I'm so unbelievably happy that she's here, so why am I so upset right now?
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@bria.k, thank you so much. You are so so so sweet, that made me feel a LOT better!! ☺️
You know how you're hormonal as fuck while pregnant? They don't tell you there's even more hormones afterwards. Plus babies hormones! You can get through this, and if you need to cry, then cry!!! It's very scary doing something new like this, but you know what you're doing! It's all instinctual and it'll come to you. You may feel overwhelmed but we are made for this. You got this, momma!
@texasmommy2015, I hope not. I think I'm just overwhelmed.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
I just had my baby on the 10th. Theres times i feel like busting out in a cry and i dont have a clue as too why he is so perfect hardly cries. U know hormones are such a hard thing to deal with and then u add any fears u may have and its lik wham! Instant tears dont beat urself up hun ur gunna get thru it hang in there :-)