I feel like a terrible mom.,. Yesterday my OB told me I have GB. I'm 36w 3d. All because I thought since I did great on my first glucose test I had nothing to worry about and I didn't need to do it the 2nd time until it was almost too late. I couldn't live with myself knowing my daughter is negatively impacted by this... My OB didn't say much besides to control my sugar.... I didn't cry or seen upset until my boyfriend left for work this morning and was finally alone. I don't know what to think right now....
I have had GD since I was 18 weeks. My son is doing fine he's measuring where he should be and he weighs 4lbs 4oz. Don't feel bad some stuff we cannot control. Even if you were eating right your body can still produce to much or to little insulin. I didn't have it with my first daughter so I didn't think I would get it this time around. At least you don't have your entire pregnancy to worry about it like I did.
Until u know what another parent is going through, dont judge.cause if they didn't need the money,they wouldn't sell the food. U just never know another person situation.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
I didn't know you can like someone's comment until @madukes liked mines lol. When did this happen?
I’ve only had 2 ultrasounds one at 12w and anatomy at 20w my Ob said I won’t get anymore now ... 🤔🤔 ? Sooo I won’t know position or weight or anything until he’s here ? I feel like I had at least one more with my daughter around 35 weeks . 😕😕
dont worry bout the past. just focu on the last weeks u got. eat very well as much as u can. monitor ur glicos levels if ur very high. dont worry. the first part of pregnacy is the one that increases the risk of birth defects. now u have a month to help regulate the insuline production. all is probably going to be ok. stay positive take walks after eating it will help ur stress too. gd or any diabtes diagnosis is hard. big hugz.