So I'm totally at a point in my pregnancy where I wanna pack my shit & push everyone away. I'm tired of all the negativity people have brought to me and being treated so different when all I do is try hard even if it hurts. Not once has my grandma even asked how my pregnancy been or about me or the baby, all that she's concerned with is my BD & I finally getting married so Ava has a "name" and supposedly that's what will make Vince a "man" and show he's taking care of me. I have nothing against marriage & matter of fact I want to but right now my concern was getting school done, getting a job & moving out so Ava had space THEN start focusing on that! Its so annoying constantly getting phone calls and I don't get a "how are you?" I get a "I just want to know if you two are married yet" I'm SO sorry I didn't do things the traditional Filipino way like you want me to but I'm an adult I should be doing things that accommodate my families life & mine! I'm just so fed with everyone bashing on me and trying to force me to do things rather than just standing by and at least acting like they care. With that being said, I'm going to clean because I'm so irritated and don't really wanna talk to anyone.