Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Omg I need to vent something weird just happened.... I'm scared because I thought it would never happen. I was in a deep sleep dreaming about ice cream and then all of a sudden I'm feeling wet spots on my neck thinking my fiancé's cat was in the room so I brushed it off. What scared me was then I felt something between my legs not bothered by it. Then all of a sudden I wake up to a twinge in my vagina only to see my fiancé is fucking me in my sleep I wake and was like scared. So I don't say nothing just let him finish but now I can't go back to sleep, I keep playing it over and over in my mind. I don't know if I was just raped or not???? What should I do I'm pregnant but Damn he couldn't have woke me up?
Can holding your newborn before and while they sleep create of habit of them needing to be held in order to fall and stay asleep? 😭 my son won't stay asleep unless I'm holding him. The minute I put him down he starts fidgeting and waking up.
Tomorrow is baby girl's funeral and I already know I'm gonna lose my mind. 😭😪😥😰. I'm just trying to stay strong cause my family thinks I'm starting to go into depression. This morning I found myself forcing my sleep because sleeping is better than being awake an having to face reality. 💔 P.S. Sorry for the sad posts I just have no friends but my fiancé and I know he doesn't need me talking about baby girl cause it's hurting him too.
Martee 💋💋·
Мама двоих (4 года, 9 лет), ждёт третьего
Just say oops sorry baby brain lol