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I find myself saying "I hate my life" more than anything these days...

I remember having that feeling when I was in the hospital about to loose my son. Bleeding and bleeding and not knowing what I did to cause it. And I though I must change my thoughts for his sake I must because all of my energy goes into him and the process of him become who he is. It's so crucial to his growth as a humane being. Try your best not to hate it. Please try cause your little one needs you to be unstressed. Try do something nice for your self

I will be 41 :/

Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20…

Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

Things I never thought I'd say...

Things I never thought I'd say... Until I became a mom:

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?