Here comes the baby blues. I can not stop crying. Everything is going great with baby girl she is so different then my first she only wakes up twice through out the night to eat as for my first she woke up every hour but I’m having a hard time with the recovery from my c-section and how my 4 year old is acting, she’s being very rebellious and I just really can’t handle it right now I feel so bad about it too. 😞