I’m 5 short days I get to meet my second baby I’m excited and sad at the same time had any mommies get guilt towards their first born my first born is 2 and he is so attached to me everywhere I go he goes Rene has never been ever been a day without me and knowing I’m going to stay at the hospital for 2 days without him and I feel so bad I’ve cried for the several past days I feel like I’m betraying him I even asked my doctor if I can leave in 24 hours cause just the thought of not being with him...