Wife to my jr. high sweetheart mom of three amazing boys and a beautiful little girl. Life may not always be easy we may get knocked down but we are always able to get back up. Don't forget to smile today and remember to always smell the roses.

Alright I don't do this often but I need to yell I want to punch my stupid ass sister inlaw in the face and just walk away. Today her my brother inlaw niece n nephew came over to see my son for his birthday I was ok with it and assumed the visit would go well. I had my daughter in a bright pink shirt that said love with gold glitter a black pair of jeans and a white and gold head bow on. She's talking to Blakely and says awe momma got your ears done you look like a little her exact words nigger ...

Please pray for my baby sister. She's been hospitalized for two weeks now she has 7 more weeks till delivery. Her cervix shortened to a 1 and the girls are so low they can only get heart beats putting the Doppler in her pants. She is on bed rest but sometimes that doesn't even keep babies in. They are both almost 3 lbs so they need to go these last 7 to reach 36 weeks.

Well ladies here's an update Bentlee started kindergarten Thursday he loves it. Momma misses him a lot while he's at school but he doesn't know because he's still adjusting. Lincoln and Cooper doesn't get to attend pre k because they scored to high so they are two upset kids every day. And Blakely is getting big. She's weighing in at 11 lbs she is laughing and smiling holding her head sitting assisted and starting to roll. I'll put a few pics in the comments

If anyone knows or is thinking of giving another family the beautiful blessing of a baby let me know. The family who adopted my nephew are seeking for another baby. This family is absolutely amazing so if your wanting an open adoption this family is the ones. We get to see Jacob anytime we want. They travel from st.louis to Joplin area often for us to visit our nephew. They talk about us to Jacob like nothing is different we didn't loose a child when he was adopted we gained an entire family. Th...

So I started work last week. I got a call last night for a different job opportunity. The one I work now is 8$ an hour working with firehouse subs. The upper Management is rude and I don't work that way. Literally the entire time I'm at work I don't talk because they could careless. The one I have an interview for today is an office job doing title loans making 10$ an hour. The only fall is the hours it's 42 hours a week. But after thinking about it I think If I get the offer today I'm going to ...

Went back to work on Monday it's been nice except the fact that my husband still isn't much help.... I am still cleaning house cooking meals and doing the shopping. He expects me to be able to make it to wic with all this time I don't have now....

I love how I pst on fb about having a rough day and needing wine due to kids being out of hand today turns into I should use a paddle like said mother and maybe that will work cuz she uses it on her kids. I explain I will not use a paddle I don't believe my kids should fear me because when they need me they will only think of the fear they hold. She then starts saying a bunch of stuff about how we all parent different and she finds using a paddle works. Well that's fine if you think that but whe...

So aggravated I just want to cry but it solves nothing only makes it worse. Guess since I don't keep up with laundry due to the heat and only having window units I'm a lazy bitch. But sad part he doesn't help even on his days off. I don't get to sleep while he cares for the baby on his days off. I'm to cook him dinner and supper clean everything up get kids taken care of and off to bed then up with the little precious baby. I deal with her crying and love on her to sooth her as for him he yells ...

So I got a letter in the mail that my babies nb screening needs redone. Are you fing kidding me. They had to take my blood tests twice cuz the nurses messed up and didn't get two signatures on my sample they had to do my babies hearing tests Twice because they got to busy to finish it the first time. She's almost two months old and I feel like we delt with enough from the dumb asses why would I go back again. I'll just call my dr office and make them do it.

Well tummy time ended up in her talking and showing off her neck muscles!! She's so freaking adorable I love this little thing.