other half is mad at me. I told him I gave him nine months to quit smoking, he hasn't and now my rules apply.
You cannot hold baby if you choose too smoke
You cannot come into the bedroom if you choose to smoke
I will not be asking for help if you choose too smoke, thus acting as a single mother (will shower with baby in bathroom with me, won't eat until baby is asleep etc)
if you come into the hospital room smelling like smoke I will have you escorted out.
thanks for making my life harder, beca...

should I be concerned with the frequency of fetal hiccups? its been daily for 3 or 4 days....I'm googling which is scaring me.

he's pissing Me off. first, I say, u know ur sister can't hold the baby right? she has severe downs, obviously I thought it was common sense. too which he responds well then gabs can't hold him.
I said THAT'S HIS FUCKING SISTER, SHES TEN AND WE HAVE TRUSTED HER TOO WATCH YOUR 36 YEAR OLD DOWNS SISTER!!!
he acts like this is a competition.
On top of that he complains about how bad he feels, his head hurts etc. then sits on the couch and watches me cry in pain and all he says is I dunno what to do...

I'm so grossed out right now with my body. My skin between my leg and vagina has rubbed completely off and is bleeding so bad. I don't even know how too fix this but it really hurts. I put diaper rash cream on it but god damn it hurts

At 33 weeks, I am getting exhausted
I can barely sleep because every time I lay down it's too much pressure I can't breathe my vagina starts to hurt i start to cramp and baby wakes up. I'm ready for the next 7 weeks to be done I never thought I would say that I feel like I will get more sleep with an actual newborn than being pregnant.

after a month of asking I finally Talked SO into taking me on a date tonight, I was super excited. His mom asked what time we were leaving, because she was watching my ten year old, and all of the sudden he decided for us that we weren't going because his head hurt and I was tired. uhm OK, thanks for running that by me. so now I'm cleaning trying not too be emotional cuz I was really looking forward to it.
now he knows I'm upset and is like OK Yea let's go.
No, let's fucking not. the moods alre...

Damn! Last week vs this week.

I had contractions today that were nine minutes apart for an hour then bam. Nothing, if he stays put for 56 more days I'll be shocked, im pep talking him too stay in there and bribing him with cake😂

tdap shot while pregnant? thoughts?

pregnancy has me scared shitless of everything😥