° momma to Abel Steven
4/23/16

• Cosleeper

° Working mommy

• I'm 21 years old ;
in love with Mark Steven

I haven’t been on here in awhile due to everything going on ; soooo everyone knows Mark & I broke up because he was abusing me & I just couldn’t take it anymore , I couldn’t let Abel grow up seeing that ... but the past couple of weeks have been so hard on me . Mark has moved in with a new woman which isn’t my problem (even if it upsets me a little) my problem is that he has packed all of Abel things up in boxes & told his sister to give them to me .. it makes me feel like he wants nothing to do...

I haven’t been on here in a long time so I thought I would caught you all up on what’s been going on in my life :
I have never told anyone for the past three years mark has always put his hands on me to as little as pushing me / calling me names to as big as choking me until I have passed out .. well things was going good for a little bit until the day before Easter he head butted me so hard it knocked me to the ground and I can’t see or hear .. I didn’t call the cops I just moved out .. I was s...

Decided to cut all my hair off today 🤷🏻‍♀️💇🏽‍♀️

My granny gave me this ! I’m pretty excited to try it !! 😆

The one thing the past couple days I have to stop myself doing is finishing Abels food ! (I hate wasting) buuuut mommy don’t need that extra food ! 🙅🏻‍♀️

I know it’s nothing to amazing but I’m pretty proud .. 😏 one day at a time , one step at a time & one pound at a time . I can honestly say I know most day I would go with going probably 1500 steps if that . I also haven’t been drinking pop or eating as much !

“Smile for mom “ 😂🤨

I bought myself a Fitbit a couple days ago & I love it so far . It really does help me keep up with my goal . I like seeing how many more steps I need in the hour or doing the little work outs when you don’t have much time .

I’m having a hard time with my weight . I feel so uncomfortable, unhealthy, unhappy & honestly disgusting with my body I can’t keep saying it’s baby weight Abel is almost two ... I want to be able to play with Abel for hours and not be wore out I want to be healthy I want to feel good about myself ... I need a kick start tho . I want to know what helped you . What helped you stay on track .

I see moms using cloth diapers but have any of you used cloth pads ? I have post many times how I have been bleed since I had my son so almost two years so only not being able to wear a pad a couple days at a time is awful and makes me feel very uncomfortable down there & I was wondering if the cloth would help since I wear a pad almost everyday . 🤨