I'm so upset. After three days home with my little angel we had her first pediatrician appointment where he noticed some yellowing and sent us to the ER for a check of her bilirubin levels it went from a 8 at birth to a 15 so we were admitted and she has been under these lights. Its so upsetting to not be able to hold and cuddle her while she's fussy I just have to try to talk to her.....on top of it all she won't latch on so she's screaming with hunger and I only have 15 min increments to try to feed her out of the light. They eventually made me pump and use a bottle which I'm praying doesn't give her nipple confusion. I'm just so upset and would love to hear from moms who have been through this.