I go by Des.
I have a 7 year old daughter and I had a missed miscarriage on March 17, 2016. Everyday is hard knowing my baby is supposed to be here with me but he isn't.... Still trying to heal.

I am opening an at home daycare and I'm incredibly excited!!
But I'm having a real hard time giving a name to my place. The main reason I wanted to have a daycare is so my child could stay with me until he/she mainstreamed into the school system. But unfortunately, that didn't happen as planned. I had a miscarriage back in March 2016.
I really want to name my daycare in honor of the baby that was the start of the idea. But I never found out the sex so I don't want to put a name when I don't k...

It's a sad day for me 😳
Today would've been my baby shower but sadly I had a MC almost 3 months ago.
It would have been really awesome right now.

I had a miscarriage on March 17th, I bled for 2 weeks and then stopped but I still have hCG levels. It's been 8 weeks now and my hCG level is almost gone BUT on Monday I had cramping and then heavy bleeding, passing a big clot. The day after and yesterday I wore a pad and no blood. Then today at 5:10pm, I had cramping and heavy bleeding, no clots. Just bright red blood. Is this normal or should I call my OB?

I'm feeling myself today 💁❤👸💯🔥

I recently had a miscarriage 6 weeks ago. The doc recommended that I get blood work weekly to monitor my hCG hormone levels. I found out today that my levels have actually risen by 15, so now from 1.96, I am now at 2.11.... Has anyone else had this happen to them, and what was the reason for the elevation? I'm really concerned. I don't want to have a D&C and I am not emotionally ready to be pregnant again. TBH, I'm quite terrified to be pregnant again.

My escape is painting and drawing. Getting through losing a baby is especially tough so I've been working on a painting for sometime now. It's in memory of my baby that I had lost in March. He was due in September so the flowers are Asters, they are the flowers for September. The pregnant woman represents myself and on the bottom it says "Too Beautiful For Earth". Still not near completion, doing this piece makes me emotional and cry sometimes. Hope everyone likes it.

I really hate when I have to go to appointments where they have to know about my pregnancy and I tell them I had a miscarriage in March and I feel like they treat me differently. Like if I'm going to break as if I'm some fragile thing. Bro, I'm fine. Leave me alone. 😒

Today my sister-in-law had her son. And I'm happy for her but after going through a miscarriage last week, I can't but help feel some type of way against her. Jealously & resentment is what I think I feel. I had to complete my miscarriage, I had to go into labor and get no reward. All I got was a loss baby and hurt. And she gets to go into labor and get her son and family. I mean I feel like a bad person for feeling the way I do but I can't help it..... Anyone ever go through this?....

I want to lose 50lbs in order to try again.
I don't want another miscarriage, I want my body to better than it is now.
I just need a head, I haven't got the first clue on working out or eating habits.

Completed my missed miscarriage last night. It was incredibly painful and draining in every way. Our family on both sides are heartbroken but I'm thankful for all the support I have been getting. Now it's time to go through recovery, work on myself and eventually try again for a rainbow baby.