I don't think I'm a good mom at all. I'm actually really terrible in my opinion. I yell and swear in front of my newborn telling her things like "shut up" oh my fucking god stop crying. I just can't handle it I get so fucking mad idk why I can't control myself. I'm only four weeks in but damn I miss my old life
I think all mothers have thought these things more than a few times even if we haven't said them out loud. just leave the room and breathe for a min. try listening to meditation music. it helps so much.
@stephk4611, that's scary, you need to get help hun. Have you thought about harming your baby? Remember their innocent and don't deserve that at all, maybe let a family member take her while you get help ?
I agree with @michelleaaliyah It is normal to be upset times but post Pardum depression can get real bad and this sounds like it. Many women go through this.
You just have to keep in mind that this is a whole new world for them. They never cry to upset you or make you mad. Definitely tell your doctor what you just told us. They can help.