im 36 yrs old, im starting all over again..I had my first child at the age of 16, and second soon followed at 17. My marriage only lasted 6 years and I did it on my own with the help of my parents and family. I got my GED and went to a small college and worked all the time till I was 26. i was diagnosed with Lupus SLE. So I slowed down year after year. I met my new boyfriend in Sept. 2010 and we have been together since. He has been by my side through my illness and other newly diagnosis (fibrom...

been up since three, i had to pee and i cant breathe my nose is clogged up my head hurts and the back of my throat is dry and feels swollen.so i took a sudafed for congestion and i took a fiorecet for my headaches...no im wired on the caffeine in it. blah... i have crap to do today and i dont think ill be worth crap. the one day i have something to do, all week ive been and will be home except today ...my luck!!

i knew i was gonna get sick with that stupid flu shot!!! runny nose, on one side.. stuffy on the other, swollen in the back of my thoat, and an ear ache is coming, im sneezing and my tooth is starting to hurt!! should i take something or call the dr. im so mad i was fine before that stupid shot.

yippie!!!!

all day today as i cleaned everytime i had to grab something or squeeze anything my hand would cramp!?!??? any reason why mamas.. i drink water but today honeatly i drank like a whole orange juice from wic.

Wakin up in eurphoria after dreaming that I gave natural birth at home to my baby girl with no pain and she was beautiful and smiled at her daddy and didnt fuss but just looked in aww at us all, and her first latch was perfect and pain free, yea sweet but still a dream. Too perfect

we had a check-up today, baby girls heartbeat great at 154!! no complaints other than leg pain at night once im in bed. bp was good, i have declined the flu shot three times but my dr finally told me the risk of my having a flare compared to baby girl and i catching the flu was minimal since my lupus was not active. so i took the shot, i hope and pray shes right. id rather protect her and bare a flare if i have to.

so i am officially in my 3rd trimester, thats 27 weeks and 2 days, ...90 days to go...Im happy I am able to carry this sweet lil baby to full term, not a day goes by that I stressed a little about her. In the back of my mind I wondered are we going to make it all the way. even though im not completly there im very glad to have come so far!!

slept late, stayed in bed and finally got up showered and went to store, came home went back to bed. once i got up we went shopping and i noticed my back didnt feel right, but i kept going.....now im in so much pain i cant even lift my right leg without it shooting pain on my lower back. i wanted to pass out candy :(

woke up hungry at 3:00 am, went to bed upspet at 9 pissed off at him. ..tuna sandwhich w a boiled egg and red jello! it sucks when your ignored in ur own home, feeling so alone. smh.

isnt she perfect? I cant stop looking!! This pregnancy is so worth the wait, baby girl momma is patiently waiting for your arrival! cant wait to hold you. love mommy.