im 36 yrs old, im starting all over again..I had my first child at the age of 16, and second soon followed at 17. My…

im 36 yrs old, im starting all over again..I had my first child at the age of 16, and second soon followed at 17. My marriage only lasted 6 years and I did it on my own with the help of my parents and family. I got my GED and went to a small college and worked all the time till I was 26. i was diagnosed with Lupus SLE. So I slowed down year after year. I met my new boyfriend in Sept. 2010 and we have been together since. He has been by my side through my illness and other newly diagnosis (fibromyalgia) since. we have had one miscarriage in 2011. pretty much knew i couldnt go through that again. we never tried again, besides i had two grown men of my own now and 4 grandchildren. Well I believe God works in mysterious ways and here we are 5 yrs later expecting! Yes im starting all over but my boys are excited for us and so are we. I wouldnt have it any other way. I am older and my health is an issue but so far ao good. i say that god will not put me through something i cannot handle.