Started smoking 🚬 again and i know it's bad but by god I literally felt like ripping my skin 😱 off it got so bad

FATHER GOD,

I had to edit this and bring it back up. There are so many new here so i wanted talk to get a chance to jump in with prayer!

Im over the moon after so many prayers. I have finally got my babby girl GOD IS GOOD

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

oh my god...

I'm SO embarrassed.