You guyssss! I let my friend, who is a photographer for babes, test out her new chair (she made it) with Ryan and I looove them 😍 also one photograph is with her nephew. I didn’t have to pay for these, but I feel like I should! They are amazing!

Hey y’all. Haven’t been on here for a while 😔 my SO of 8 years with whom I have a toddler son and a baby girl with relapsed on heroin when my daughter was 2 months and then cheated multiple times. He basically kicked us to the curb one day and my parents were kind enough to take us in. We are so lucky because they gave us the addition they built onto their house for my dad’s mother in her final years. It has a kitchen, living area, bedroom, bathroom and loft. I feel blessed to be given this by m...

You guys. I’m in a fucking dilemma. I’m at Jr.’s grandmother’s house because she is throwing me a baby shower tomorrow. This is the woman that cut my child’s hair for the first time ever that I was pissed about. Well last week his hair was kinda wonky and she said she wants to cut it. I said, “no you are not touching his hair again since you went behind our backs the first time.” So, tonight, she takes a shower with him and guess what? She cuts his fucking hair!!!! What am I supposed to do? My S...

Omg my SO wants to move out of his dad’s house, which would be amazing!!!!.... if he didn’t want to move us into his mother’s house.... 😒 fml. Seriously.

How often do your men want to have sex? I know men in general want it all the time, but how often will they actually make it happen without it affecting them, like getting angry or feeling more stressed out. I’m not sure if I’m noticing it more because I’m uncomfortable all the time and don’t want to have sex as much as I used to, or if my man actually wants more sex than most men do. I feel like he used to be content with twice a week. But now he literally wants it every damn day. And is notice...

I had the worst experience at tropical smoothie tonight 😭 my son started throwing up in line and the girls in the back weren’t paying any attention to the customers. I was frantically running around their store trying to find napkins to help him with (there were literally zero napkins anywhere). Still being ignored, these nice, male customers in line were finally like we need some help out here! So one of the girls behind the register looked at me in disgust and basically threw a towel at me. He...

Dude it feels like I’ve been kicked hard af in the vagina anytime I put on pants, roll over in bed, or basically have to lift one leg up whenever for whatever and it’s getting worse and worse 😩 I never had this with my first pregnancy omgggg haha it’s horrible!!

So my SO goes to a jiu jitsu gym and has made friends with everyone there. He is having one of his friends that is a massage therapist come over tomorrow to give me a prenatal massage. I know I should be super excited about it because I could really use it. I’m just going through a weird social anxiety moment where I just feel weird about it. Hard to explain haha I wish I didn’t feel this way!

Dude idk if it’s bloating or round ligament pain or what, but my stomach feels like the whole thing is expanding and pushing outwards. It’s making all of my muscles hurt like they are being pushed to their limits. It’s so hard to describe! But it’s very uncomfortable and hurts. It must be gas... idk what else it could be. Has this ever happened to anyone else??

Once again it’s phil and ashley on a team instead of phil and I. He defends his sister with EVERYRHING. We had thanksgiving at our house yesterday and his sister and her family spent the whole day cooking with their mom and me (which is actually their dad’s house also, so lots of people!) After dinner they literally packed up food for their house and left. They didn’t help clean up ONE thing. I said something to phil today in a very nice way and he snapped at me. He literally said “you let these...