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4,5 month Next week on Tuesday gonna be 4,6 if I might say that correctly write, doesn’t matter cuz I will understand…

4,5 month

Next week on Tuesday gonna be 4,6 if I might say that correctly write, doesn’t matter cuz I will understand the post after a while😋

Anyways I don’t know why I’m writing in English, probably was kinda lazy to switch languages lol.

Okay

Wanna write bout a memorable day: we had a long holiday and our little family survived the thing when I got into a hospital by ambulance at 3 am with my stomach ache, when we had almost two days at my husband's parents’ house cuz I literally couldn’t be able to take care of my son, and I slept the night before just couple hours 😞 and still wasn’t okay. On the second day evening, my son and my husband went for a walk and I got realized how we had grown up as a couple at the same place just a year ago we were such kids 😂 always used to fight and make drama. And now …with the baby and so many things done. At that moment I said to myself I’m a great mom and wife, and I’m a great person who has never changed my worth and dreams.

Today. The day started as usual nothing new, afternoon husband told me we should eat outside and have time together the weather is nice and me and son leaving him tomorrow already. So he wanted to make the day a little better 🍶 we went for Korean food and exact time we got the meals the baby starts crying. Classic. And before we got panic and argue with each other but now we did it as a team 😂 he eats I stay with baby, I eat he stays🍽 then we met some friends, cuz yeah, half of the ppl living in Astana were near the Keruen 😤🫠so many ppl. We stayed a while and went home. Okay, it’s nothing much but at the end of the day, Ive seen how much we happy are to be here. And can read this after years and smile remember this day 🥹💓

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Up 30 lbs ? Went to the doctor today and yup.... I've gained 30 pounds already. I'm 22w1d. My doctor is not worried at…

Up 30 lbs ? Went to the doctor today and yup.... I've gained 30 pounds already. I'm 22w1d. My doctor is not worried at all. I was on phentermine pills (diet pills that help decrease appetite) before I got pregnant so my body was used to only eating once a day but I stopped taking them as soon as I thought I was pregnant. So now my body is just in shock with eating 3 meals plus snacks a day. I'm just like WOW 30lbs! I gained 45 with my first but I was heavier to start with my first . Oh well. Who else has gained this much?

Starting TWW. Anyone else?

Starting TWW. Anyone else? I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a…

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.