My husband and i decided to wait two years before we decide if we are going to have another baby. He wants to be done…

My husband and i decided to wait two years before we decide if we are going to have another baby. He wants to be done having kids by 40. Since deciding that we are going to wait and not being sure if we are going to have any more anything baby triggers me. Like i want to cry just seeing a baby or i saw a post about someone i dont even know making a baby blanket and that made me want to cry. I know im going to be ovulating in the next few days so that may have something to do with it but im just sad not knowing if ill have another kid. Even if in 2 years we try i dont know if i will be able to get pregnant because of my pcos.