Update on my personal life. I’ve seen a couple ladies ask about me and even message me.
After a separation of 3 months I decided to give my husband another chance after he cheated. Well here we are a year later and once again I went through his phone and found a video he was having a 3 some this was on the 8th I told him I was done and I’m getting a divorce, I said really you did this again after YOU FKEN begged for another chance. He stayed away for 4 days “in shame” he’s stayed home for last 2 days but I wouldn’t talk to him until yesterday when he signed a lease for a house I told him to get because I’m done. He cried and said he can’t believe this, I told him no I can’t believe you’re doing this bullshit to me again. Well he didn’t come home which bothered me but I’m done, well out of curiosity I looked at his phone he has pictures with a girl he met after the threesome or so I think. Text messages saying come over to my room while he was gone. I can’t believe this shit but then I can. I’m so hurt, like why? Why ask for a chance only to fk it up again. I am so sad, hurt and mad. I get it’s my fault for allowing him back but all I wanted to do was give my family a chance again, save my family. I’m hurt I can’t even cry I have all this pressure built up I my chest and can’t cry... how do I release it ? I asked him why he said we have to
Move on you said we were done after I did the 3 some I said you can’t grieve me you can be sorry he said I don’t want to feel it and your going to move on too I said no a day wtf is wrong with you. As I said before I know some of you will say it’s my fault but I was holding on and give someone a chance. I was trying to be a good mother and person.
@ms.bird, You just gotta stick to your word boo and don't let up no matter how much he tries to convince you because that's what a lot of men do they try to manipulate us into coming back but you just can't let up too much damage as been done .
@proudmommyoftwo_, Not this time, I’ve had enough and I’ve given too many chances. God already spoken to my heart to let him go. I’m done.
@ms.bird, Facts girl you deserve better just trust in God he will never steer you in the wrong direction 🙏🏾
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

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I'm so glad you finally got back on momlife I was thinking about you the other day like I wonder how she's doing but no your not an idiot your just a woman that's in love and wants to make it work for the sake of your family but unfortunately sometimes that's not always a healthy thing to do staying in a toxic marriage or relationship you'll slowly lose yourself by doing that that's how a lot of women end up with PTSD, depression, anxiety, or even worse killing themselves I really do hope one day you find the courage and the strength to let go completely I have been in your shoes before with my ex husband it took me 5 whole years to let that hurt go all the way and once I did I'm the happiest I ever been 🥰🥰 finally finding myself as a woman again doing all the things I couldn't do because I had sooo much negativity in my ear but no matter how much we tell you you should leave him that's something that you have to find the strength and courage to do you have to wake up one morning and decide this is not what I want anymore I am not putting up with this shit any longer you have to love yourself first ain't nothing like self love your children deserve to see a happy mom and someone loving her correctly.