I don’t know how to feel about this, I feel I’m being a better mom with yulannie 🤷🏽 ♀ when darleen was born I end up…

The first kids the tester it’s fine 🤣 I had my first at 15 I’m sure I did a lot of stuff wrong u learn and move on they don’t know any different 😂💯

The fact that you are concerned about how you are feeling tells me that you have it in you to be great! The first step to being a better version of yourself is to recognize the problem within even if you don't know the cause. Take a step back, take a deep breath, and give yourself a hug. Each of your babies are a new little person who you have to develop a relationship with. It takes time. Not everyone gets the same and fuzzies immediately after having a baby. Love takes time to build upon. The fact that you're concerned tells me you love your baby but you just need time to bond. Do you have someone local you can reach out to for support??? Hoping so! Prayers and hugs sent your way!!!